I walk in a stranger with every intention to get a grilled cheese No service like usual, I don't want to ring the bell You pop up like a flower Upon first look, I fall straight to my knees You're the cutest boy I've ever seen I come in now three times a week Hoping to see you and get silly smiles Butterflies in my gut fly me to the moon I can't help but swoon over you After a year of this, you finally ask me to meet up for drinks You like me and kiss me and take me back to your place Where you kiss me and trace all the curves of my face My heart starts to race When you kiss me When you kiss me I know That you like me And outside the leaves start to go I feel pretty and so do you I fell over the moon in love with you And you answer the phone right away when I call You come over and meet my whole family And all of my problems melt away in your arms When you kiss me When you kiss me I know That you love me And outside it's starting to snow I walk in your girlfriend and finally get treated like so All your issues you unload into my soul I forgive you for saying you'd hate me if we had a baby We climb to the top of a tree And you cook fish and chicken and breakfast for me And I rub your back and your shoulders and feet So you feel all of the love I can give When you kiss me When you kiss me I know That you trust me And outside it's starting to glow I walk in your very good friend And you suggest that our love will come to an end 'Cause you look at other girls more than before I forgive you for spending nights drunk more and more And I love you harder than before 'Cause I miss you every day more and more You don't really answer the phone when I call You get angry when I bring up nights you can't recall When you kiss me When you kiss me I know You don't want me And outside the flowers start to grow I walk in your enemy angry you're wasted again And we know this relationship has to end You say that we'd be happier just as friends And you shush me And slurring you scream in my face And you push me And lock me out of your place When you kiss me When you kiss me I know That you miss me And outside the sun starts to show All the problems racing around in your skull That you don't want anybody to know But it's too late...but it's too late 'Cause outside I'm starting to grow, starting to grow Like a flower...like flower I walk in a stranger again And you serve me grilled cheese at full price again And you know me and wish that we could be friends But you ruined all of the love that we had When you kissed me When you kissed me and said That you want the love I have for you to end You're a stranger You're a stranger again You're a stranger I need this to end.

Mornings, sex hair, bad breath, dimples O.J., bacon, popping pimples, Deodorant in my backpack Bathrooms, tweezers, ticks on your back I just loved playing house with you Feelings, talking, bad decisions Headaches, heartbreaks, good intentions Smiles, stinkbugs, open windows, Spitting mouthwash out the window Puke in my hair, sitting in leaves Screaming, crying, countless dry heaves Hotdog fingers, mud on our jeans Fishes, spiders, dirt on our feet I just loved playing house with you Do you like my new stegosaurus tattoo? I got it on a whim To prove I'm living in the moment To try to get your attention I just loved playing house with you When you're alone and your drunk ass wet the bed again I'll always, always love you Always, always love

All I really wanna do is play Mario Kart with you And maybe drink some whiskey, too And fuck to one of your songs if you want to All I really wanna do is sing karaoke with you And maybe drink some boxed wine, too Go home and smoke and watch fucked up cartoons What a life That's the life That's the life I wanna live All I really wanna do is start a weird ass band with you Where we rock the thunder tube And write songs about the bad shit we do All I really wanna do is go to open mics with you And get by being a statue Sipping vodka through a tube What a life That's the life That's the life I wanna live All I really wanna do is drink PBR's with you And maybe play ukulele, too Ya know, like you wanted to All I really wanna do is get an apartment with you Where we can be in the city where everything's shitty And you vomit in the street What a life That's the life That's the life I wanna live You're a friend What a friend What a friend you are to live

I silently slid out of your queen-sized bed 'Cause all I could see was the back of your head I've never moved so quietly I thought I'd leave politely But your cat was following me and rubbing against my feet So I took a High Life, though I didn't like it much 'Cause if I learned anything it's to take what you can get Baby, you know I don't want anything Baby, I know you don't anything I opened my eyes at the crack of dawn And I've never wanted so badly to call my mom And when I get home and back in my bed I'll replay and over-think all the things we said Girl, what you crying for? You know you're still adored Walked half a mile back to the bar Where I stupidly, drunkenly abandoned my car And I just got my period, my eyes looking weary And barefoot and blistering, bleeding and laughing And parched and hungover, hungry and late To have left this sad date with an ounce of some grace Why is this treated casually when it just feels shitty? I feel like I'm flailing, but I can't help but laugh at me 'Cause though I feel stuck, I know my life is happening Although it fucking sucks, at least my life is happening 'Cause though I feel stuck, I know my life is happening Although it fucking hurts, at least my life is happening

Butterflies don't mean a thing Romanticized, but there's no promise in those wings Fly away from me, away from me, away from Fly away from me, away from me, away from me Butterflies get in the way Tender torture when he can't see you that way Fly away from me, away from me, away from Fly away from me, away from me, away from me Butterflies mess with your head Hummingbird heartbeat just wishing things could be said Fly away from me, away from me, away from Fly away from me, away from me, away from Fly away from me, away from me, away from Fly away from me, away from me, away from me

All I ever did was love you and you didn't want to stay So I'll try to put my heartache to words Because music is timeless and so is my love I'll never fade away I just wish that it didn't end the way it did I've been screaming and crying night after night wishing you were dead 'Cause then I'd be free to love somebody new and love them more Than I ever was capable before My life isn't over and neither is this song Because music is timeless and so is my love I'll always remain strong You used to bring out the best in me Lately you bring out the worst in me And I always give up too much of me But music is timeless and so is my love I'll never fade away I'd just like it a lot if you'd go away Please go away I can't be invisible no matter how hard you try The first song I wrote about you could make a stone cry But now it's a little outdated This self-pity party - I hate it I will carry all of the love I can bring You won't know how strong that can be 'til I sing And I'll always try to share it Because music is timeless and so is my love I'll never fade away I'll never fade away I'll never ever ever fade away

These days I wake with a sloth-like smile on my face Happy to not have to see his greasy face today One thing I noticed about this place Waitresses still hate their jobs over 3000 miles away I held my breath like I always do driving through a tunnel To make a wish usually for love or success But today, I just held my breath I'm perfectly content I'm perfectly content I'm perfectly content It's pretty easy to let the sleeping dog lay When I left the dog behind over 3000 miles away I wouldn't exactly call it a vacation When you have to do your grocery shopping at the gas station I don't care! I'm perfectly content I'm perfectly content I'm perfectly content I'm perfectly content over 3000 miles away Come see me if you want to, I'm not going anywhere Meet me at the edge of town and I will show you how to have fun over here I'm perfectly content I'm perfectly content I'm perfectly content I'm perfectly content over 3000 miles away It just sucks that the love I have for my mother Ain't as strong as the hate I have for my ex-lover So I can't stay, but I call mom every day And I leave him to lay over 3000 miles away I'm perfectly content I'm perfectly content I'm perfectly content I'm perfectly content I'm perfectly content I'm perfectly content I'm perfectly content I'm perfectly content over 3000 miles away It doesn't matter how far you try to run away Truth is, distance doesn't change a thing You've already wrecked cars and kissed lips and touched hearts You can't not be here just by disappearing

I don't want to be alive But checking out early seems to go against the signs I don't know how I'm supposed to thrive When it feels impossible to survive Over-thinking, over-thinking, over-thinking, over-thinking I've been spoon-fed positive vibes Gagging on the sadness that's been building up inside I don't know how to take things in stride But the little voice inside me says to give it time And when did I let the magic die? Every year I believed the cookies would be gone Looking up at the million wishes written in the stars How could I let it die? Wishful thinker